I suck at this whole thing. I used to be really good at it. I don't know what happened. I guess life. lol.
Anyway, Alex will be home in two weeks and I can't wait. I've missed him so much. I can't believe six months has gone by already. It seems like it has gone by so quickly, but throughout that time I was going insane. I've done a lot of growing throughout this deployment so far. I've realized that I am still very much independent and it's not just a front for other people. I've developed my own group of friends that have nothing to do with the military. I've actually stuck with going to school and am doing really well with it. I've also realized that my husband is my best friend. No one will EVER understand me the way he does.
I never thought I could miss someone as much as I miss him. I didn't think it could be possible. Nowadays a relationship like mine and Alex's is quite rare. We'll be married fotnd of nervous for when he is out of the military and we see each other everyday. I'm gonna take it each day and hope for the best. I figure, that if we can make it through a deployment, a rumor of cheating, conflicting work/school schedules, than I'm sure we can make it through this. Our friends are going to have to realize that we are mature and are adults and they're going to have to do the same.
Here comes my vent....
When you owe someone money, don't you think you should pay that person back before you rent a hotel room, or get a new car, or a new tattoo? I understand that at times money is tight, but try to pay your debts before getting new things.
Anyway, Alex will be home in two weeks and I can't wait. I've missed him so much. I can't believe six months has gone by already. It seems like it has gone by so quickly, but throughout that time I was going insane. I've done a lot of growing throughout this deployment so far. I've realized that I am still very much independent and it's not just a front for other people. I've developed my own group of friends that have nothing to do with the military. I've actually stuck with going to school and am doing really well with it. I've also realized that my husband is my best friend. No one will EVER understand me the way he does.
I never thought I could miss someone as much as I miss him. I didn't think it could be possible. Nowadays a relationship like mine and Alex's is quite rare. We'll be married fotnd of nervous for when he is out of the military and we see each other everyday. I'm gonna take it each day and hope for the best. I figure, that if we can make it through a deployment, a rumor of cheating, conflicting work/school schedules, than I'm sure we can make it through this. Our friends are going to have to realize that we are mature and are adults and they're going to have to do the same.
Here comes my vent....
When you owe someone money, don't you think you should pay that person back before you rent a hotel room, or get a new car, or a new tattoo? I understand that at times money is tight, but try to pay your debts before getting new things.
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